Im pretty sure everyone at some point in time has lost a loved one for whom they cared about so very much. It hurts so much and quite often it hurts so much that you wished you couldn't feel the kind of pain that is felt.
I just thought id bring this topic up as im sure most have indured this hardship at some point int time. Fof me it was when i was at High School, a friend of mine named Amanda who i hadn't seen in since i left my home town(5 years later). We had been good friends for quite a long time and eventually as most people do with someone they feel so close to, i fell in love with her. Unfortunantly i never told her that though i was about to one day when i heared the news at the school assembly that she had passed away, i was literally crushed, my heart was beyond broken and yet even so no one new about how i felt about her for 6 years, only then did i begin telling everyone how i felt,mainly because i broke down and couldn't cope with the amount of pain i had held onto for so long. I never forgave myself for not telling her how much i loved her. Ever since i found out where she was burried ive payed my respects to hur but never asked for forgivness as i don't feel that i deserved it
But anyways enought about my story, how about yours?, oh and please no sympathy for me, only empathy okies?
