whatever13 starting over, looking foreward

About me and who I'm looking for

About me:

Well what can I say that won't make you run away...lol. I have lived a different life to many,Hard drugs, crime, Violence, prison...it all sounds pretty bad.but in saying this I've learned a whole lot of things about both myself and life that I otherwise wouldn't have. I have loved before and I mean true love too however God or whoever took my girl to heaven a while ago so I've had my heart broke in the worst way and lived, I have a 7 year old daughter from that and I love her to bits and I try my hardest everyday to be the best daddy I can for her...a positive role model, I have lost just about everything but gained so much more in life...sounds strange but its true. I'm kind of a reserved person I enjoy reading and love to write...poetry mainly ..I like what words can do to the emotions, I look kind of hard with all the tattoo's I have from boys homes and prison but really I'm a big softee,quite romantic and intelligent in my own way. I don't judge others cos I have been on the receiving end of that kind of thing and it hurts aye.Basically I have to start my life over with nothing but my own 2 hands and 30 odd years of what not to do experience. I am kind of shy so I thought it would be easier to make friends online. At the moment I am living with my brother in Epsom in Auckland but I plan on moving back to the waikato to be with my little girl who is staying with her nana , hopefully I can get a job down there and buy a little car to drive me and my girl around ...we like the beach. well thats about me

I'm looking for:

wow I really don't have a clue what to put in here, I guess cos I'm kinda just looking for friends I'm open to meeting anyone,I suppose I've been around long enough to know that preconceived ideals are prone to disappointment so I don't really have any....I may meet someone and fall madly in love or I might get 1 reply in 6 months...you never really know . I guess I'd like to meet people that will take me for who I am, I mean what more can you ask for...some people will like me "I hope" and others won't "thats life". so yeah if you read my thing and it interests you then give me a bell and see what happens